tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502332727845937105.post3757173466416688021..comments2024-03-05T00:35:33.495+01:00Comments on Different Thoughts: Change, transformation and growthMarianhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16273435151682585281noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502332727845937105.post-41983950518818006652008-07-12T19:20:00.000+02:002008-07-12T19:20:00.000+02:00I read your accounting Marian. It was really quite...I read your accounting Marian. It was really quite something else.<BR/><BR/>Your descriptions of states lent themselves to ample visuals I might add.<BR/><BR/>There was not as much in exacting details or particulars as I was hoping for.<BR/><BR/> I only had a vague sense of when you crossed one realm into another and back again, and how you could tell where the line was.<BR/><BR/>A wonderful and compelling job describing why you got there though.<BR/><BR/>A very beautiful accounting.<BR/><BR/>I loved the communing with trees, horses and dragonflies part.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1502332727845937105.post-2710190182746663642008-07-11T19:33:00.000+02:002008-07-11T19:33:00.000+02:00It was a video about the 'Truth about chemical imb...It was a video about the 'Truth about chemical imbalances' on Psychetruths channel that made me realize we are getting hosed by psychiatry and Pharma.<BR/><BR/> I was 14, I did not have an 8 year college degree. When they told me inpatient that I had a chemical imbalance I believed them.<BR/><BR/> Those 'mental health professionals' have been making it up as they go along the entire time I have been alive.<BR/><BR/>Then on psychetruth's 'favorites' section was Liz Spikol's vlog about ECT and the adult diapers and all that stuff. <BR/><BR/>I watched her video<BR/>'Just say yes'(to drugs) as she models polypharmacy dependancy for the viewer, a free advertisement for several Pharma Companies.<BR/><BR/>Frankly I was appalled. I was spiritually moved. The last five years or so, I had kept my own recovery to myself. Nobody but me, knew how far down I had gone, or far up I had returned.<BR/><BR/>I thought to myself, I can do what Liz did. I can talk about the depression and I can talk about what it is like to get rid of it.<BR/><BR/>Incidentally Marian do you have a link to your personal accounting of psychosis? I did a cursory search but did not find one.<BR/><BR/>I ask because psychosis is one thing I have not talked about yet. I've alluded to it, like everyone does. But not shared specifics. <BR/><BR/>Sean goes right out there and goes at length about his psychosis in minute detail.<BR/><BR/>He asks that we all participate in a dialog about psychosis by talking about it.<BR/><BR/>So I have been thinking about compiling subjective experiences of psychotic states. There seems to be no industry standard about what constitutes as psychotic.<BR/><BR/> Although most of us agree that behaviors such as public nudity or self exposure, yelling loudly at one's self and to no one constantly will be treated as psychosis.<BR/><BR/>You have alluded to your psychosis as being more healing, more enlightening as opposed to a 'darker' form of psychosis.<BR/><BR/>I would like to read more about your experience with it if is available to be viewed.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com